:( I am so ill.
I’ve got such a bad cold, I feel like shit, Life looked after me all night, going to Newport last night didn’t help either, and I’m going to Blackwood tomorrow for bank holidays, and then cider fest on Monday, gasuhweihihoiwe, and then work on fucking Tuesday at 11am. :( Idk if I can do this…
anxiety
i hate the horrible anxiety feelings that i get after a night of drinking, nothing really bad happened or anything but i always just get this horrible sicky feeling (partly cos of the hangover too i suppose), and i get like butterflies in my hands? it’s stupid and i hate it :(
i just wanna be cwtched up with one person and feel all nice and safe again
gay urges
i always have really gay urges to just type in lyrics to twitter/facebook/tumblr. like only lyrics that i like because they’re fun, or i can relate them, or something equally as gay as the two things i just said, idk
ps i know i do it all the time but i think i should just clear up why i do it ^
i don’t actually understand how
people can bullshit. i can’t to save my life, like seriously! i’ve tried before, to get me out of shit and stuff, and i suppose i can do it well if i don’t care about the person that i’m bullshitting to, but if i do care, i feel so fucking guilty and terrible, idek
idk how some of you sicko’s can lie to your friends about nothing to make you look cool tho, srsly x


